Love and Drugs

As I've realized, love is all any of us are really searching for. When I say love I'm talking about that kind of love where you feel complete, all encompassed and full. The kind of love that leaves you wanting nothing else. Think of this, in a perfect world where there was no need or want of any kind, would there be a need for drugs or alcohol? I don't think so, although the curiosity factor may still linger.

The reason I bring this up is simple, I take a lot of drugs for pain, pain that won't go away. When I was younger I drank heavily for the same reason only I didn't know it then. I started to drink for fun and I couldn't stop, it is only now that I have a non-reversible physical condition and on heavy medication that got me to think of my friends and acquaintances who indulge in extra curricular drug paraphernalia to endure the day.

This last weekend we partied heavily where i got into a stimulating conversation with a pretty little thing that blew my hair back. I can't remember talking to anyone so inciteful and who seemed to be on the same wavelength as myself. I knew also as she did that there was a huge age difference between us and yet it did not matter, I could have talked to her for hours and so wished to, but alas, the next day had come and we faded into the light.

A couple of days went by when I had to stop by her place of work. I did this because i had to know if there was a true connection or if it were the drugs talking. Unfortunately as I deduced from the awkwardness of our meeting, it was the drugs, shame. Oh well, it was fun while it lasted but why does it have to be so.

I put this out to attract attention to those in need and there are many. It is my opinion that anyone who has a need for the 'drug' or the drink is indeed someone who feels in some way unloved or at least not loved or understood enough. And this is the reason drugs are prevalent in society, its a crutch to get by with. What if everyone lent a hand to others and just tell them they are special and appreciated by you, wouldn't everyone love to hear that?


A wish for all - be the Light
Sincerely
RG Whyte